the goysich nelsons

i've been wanting to write this post for like 2 weeks. sometime around then i came home for supper after work *a new requirement- for me to come home for supper* and basically treated my family like crap the whole meal. a lot of my friends think it's odd/ unique that my family eats together a lot- and it's not just half of the family- we all eat together. we wait for dad to get home usually. now i'm the last one to get there, so they were already eating by the time i got home that day. i snapped at josh because he was being a salt nazi lol. i told daniel to stop messing with his chocolate milk because he already had half the bottle in his glass. i told dad to back off and stop making stupid rules. i got frustrated at sambo for whining about eating his onions. how petty am i?!?! anyway, i was being a brat altogether and i was just sick of i don't know what, but i didn't feel like being around them all right then. i finished my food like 15 minutes everyone else and had to wait for them, so that didn't help. josh poked me toward the end and asked me what my problem was. i told him nothing. he said "nothing, or nothing that you want to tell us?" he said that i looked bored with the family. mom said i just looked angry. the conversation pretty much died right then and i took care of my plate and went to my room to get my stuff to leave. as i was shoving an extra pair of clothes into my bag i thought about how much of a brat i was during supper and felt really bad. i mean, they didn't even do anything to me but annoy me and i was all crappy to them! on my way out i stopped to appologize, because i didn't feel like i should leave our house on the same note that i left the table. my family was all sitting around the living room, reading the paper and playing legos ect. it almost was awkward for me to walk in on them. and my crazy family, as soon as i said "i'm sorry", was all over me! sambo was so excited with his newest lego ship that he had to show me. daniel and josh force fed me this sickeningly sweet chocolate shake thing they made while dad laughed at us. mom stopped clearing the dining room table to hug me goodbye. and then i walked out the door and left.

what the heck would possess them to love me so much? why would the people that i'm the rudest to be the most willing to forgive me for anything i do at the drop of a pin? i have no idea, but my family's the greatest and i love them.