so here i sit, lookin at the traffic light- the red extinguishes the hope that the green ignites. i wanna run away; i wanna ditch my life, cause all of my mistakes keep me awake at night. and after all my alibis desert me, i just wanna get by. i don't want nothin to hurt me. I had no idea where my head was at, but if my heart says i'm sorry can we leave it at that? because i just want for all of this to end.
and i so hate consequences. running from you is what my best defense is. oh God, don't make me face up to this, cause i know i let you down. *relientk*