Wednesday, June 22, 2005

list of grievances

some of these need explaining or else you'll just think i'm weird....

if you just put lip gloss on and you eat toast- you get toast crumbs stuck all over your lips and then you have to wipe all your lip gloss off to get the crumbs off

screen doors- they slam on you and they're always creaky

glass doors- on one family vacation, every single one of us ran into our stupid sliding glass door at least once. poor daniel got a bloody nose from josh chasing him into it

doors without windows- dark and prisony

being at work and feeling like i'm not accomplishing anything

melted chapstick or crayons in the door handle of your car

not being able to find the exit to the parking garage when you have to be at work in 2 minutes

Cookie Crumbs on Your Chapstick

Feeling Obligated to Capitalize Everything Because You've Been Typing Addresses All Day

more on this later- feel free to add your own

^clocking out^
ang

Monday, June 20, 2005

intro to crumbs

on my way home from a wonderful vacation with a few of my favorite people, i thought about all the stuff we had talked about and done together and all the things that made us laugh and i wanted to write about it. i have a ton of journals that people have given me b.c i love to write- my favorite part is the note they put on the first page. my brother and my aunt have both done this and i love writing in them. in one i started drawing b.c i thought it looked dull w/ only writing in it. i usually write really late, so i write about stuff that happened during the day or... pretty much whatever's on my mind (i write a lot when i'm mad, i've noticed). i've drawn pictures of napolean dynamite, oprah winfrey *i love oprah!*, and that big moose in the chapel at the wilds. i write out things in caligraphy and change my handwriting a lot. but i don't like people to read what i write. that's a problem i have that doesn't seem so obvious, but josh has mentioned it a few times and since then i've noticed how annoying it can be to my family especially. if i'm upset or don't know how to respond to something i shut people out or close myself in. i want to be able to handle my problems on my own without other people's help. i want to be independant, but no man is an island, and my pride is making me selfish. i wonder how many other people can learn from the things i screw up at?